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Wednesday, December 9, 2009

@ 4:11 PM
J'veux ton amour, et je veux ta revanche

went out yesterday with abg mutalib, kakak nurul, abang & fatin.
thanks to them, it made my day fun. So thanks ! ^^
Anyway, i've been ton-ing ( dont know how spell -.- ) with my brother
these few days.
Slept at 2+am for most of the ton-ing days, & at 3am yesterday.
And ton-ing simply means staying up late. (:
Hee. & today , at 8am, was supposed to go jogging with bro & sis, but was
canceled cause well... i dont know.
waaaaa. I really have nothing to write about.
I feel dead.
Haiyo. Now i'm cracking my head about what to write.

It's been 10 days.






"I Love You" Part 1


I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…

“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.
“No… I am going to meet a friend…”

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…

Then one day…

Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…


Continued at http://www.lovefatedestiny.com/koreansadlovestories.htm


somewhere
too far for us to find.